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assalamualaikum , 

"Rejected" . . . 

the feeling , 
pierced my soul ,
pull out my brain ,
snort . hard . 

I want to cry-hard . I want to clear everything from my mind . 
this is all sucked and fucked up . 
the fact is - I am shame because this is happened when everything reveal before anyone can guess what the conclusion . is that "yay/nay"
I want to run away . I want to runaway or sleep and keeping dream . I'm capable to sleep if nobody too cares . I will walk through , even in my bad dream . I will . 
this is so unexpected . in a bad way . 
I can't secretly smile join my cheek muscles to make a fake smile . I can't . . .
my heart broken into a pieces . my eyes dry, can't cry anymore even I keep telling I want to cry hard . cry . so . bad . me , feeling like my scalp prickles thinking about that . 
do I sure , this pain and fucked up life is just temporary feeling ?
my secret soon be naked . I afraid to this . 
pain maybe temporary but shame is like FOREVER .

go away , I feel like everything mess up .

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